Testimony written by Adelina in several nights
My name is Adele, was born into a family believer. My grandparents, my parents, my uncle Don Romolo priest told me about JESUS \u200b\u200b', his mother Mary was already a child and I thank them for the seed that they planted in my heart, trusting that he would be born and given the its fruit. This
seed JESUS \u200b\u200b', with his divine power of love, with his loyalty, he has not dried, it did sprout, watering it with his holy water that comes from its divine source, keeps him alive, lush with grace m isericordiosa.
JESUS \u200b\u200b'power has grown and the seed that lives in my heart for the little one that I responded to his call the invoke Jesus' come and dwell in me.
I was born and live in a town at the foot of Monte Gennaro, near Rome, from which you can see the dome of St. Peter the naked eye.
This town was visited by the mother of heaven, "Mary." It 'appeared to a girl who has applied for building di una chiesa e poiché né le autorità né nessuno le hanno creduto, la Madonna come segno, ha fatto fiorire un albero di noce con fiori di ginestra.
Dopo quest’evento straordinario, inspiegabile, tangibile, miracoloso è stata eretta la chiesa richiesta dalla Santissima Vergine dedicata alla “Madonna delle Grazie - Madonna della Ginestra”. Attualmente nella chiesa è conservato in un’urna chiusa una parte del tronco dell’albero di noce del miracolo.
Sono molto sofferente, malata grave, sono stata operata nel 2003 di tumore di grossa dimensione alla testa, neurinoma al cervello, che ha leso tutto il mio corpo e le mie facoltà fisiche e psichiche. Il mio intervento è durato 12 ore di microsurgery plus time of anesthesia. I still have a 3 cm tumor that could not be removed, otherwise I would have died. Patients like me are going to heaven because the medicine is not possible to overcome a serious and well intervention on this scale. I was operated by a renowned professor who before the operation had not given any hope to my family, I would pass surgery. After the operation I was in a coma. The memory I have is twofold:
- Pain since I was crucified on the bed from head to foot, filled with needles, tubes, bags of infusion, therapeutic and nutritious, because I could not even swallow saliva. I looked like a power plant. I saw skeletal no hair because I had been shaved for surgery, unwatchable because my face was unrecognizable, all wrong because the nerves are no longer functional.
- BEAUTIFUL I saw myself on the bed to my right I had the figure of Pope John Paul II, still alive, dressed in white, youthful, smiling at me, telling me not to fear, to hope in God, Immaculate Conception much loved by him, he looked at me with love, the love that he has always preached and left us in his will. To my left was my human mom named Mary, who three months before my speech had been called to the house of God the Father. Close to my father's mother was Germano Ventura, passions, my spiritual father for 15 years, also on foot and all three stood with his hands resting on me, smiling, with loving attitude, protective, encouraging, many surrounded by angels of God
Together they helped me to fight, to overcome the fear that the Devil gave me by showing its ugly ugly, uglier than hell itself. We were all illuminated by a light that you could not look nearly as it was brilliant. Upon awakening from a coma, skeletal, shaved, helpless, deaf, almost blind, with no physical function, cognitive, mental, sensory, wheelchairs, have been admitted to a research center specializing in the rehabilitation. Do not walk, or speak, do not eat, breathe badly, I was hit in my whole being dignified in person. In this center, have been followed with continuous therapy, targeted, continuous, total in the whole body, supported psychologically, because in moments of discouragement I had the temptation of suicide, urge to jump out the window of the room. This has not happened for several reasons: first
: could not get up from the wheelchair without help;
second: all the windows of the center were specially locked;
Three: God, who has allowed this to be my test so painful face, I was guided by the Holy Spirit, who has worked with his divine power in me, giving me the strength, will, the courage to keep fighting the intense sufferings. God the Father supported me, made me feel his presence, I held tight in his arms, I was filled with love, tenderness, protection, made me feel like they are precious to Him, unique, unrepeatable, as each of his children, redeemed by his death on the cross and with his precious blood shed for us, so that we rise with Him and enjoy happiness in heaven. During hospitalization at the rehabilitation center, unable to sleep at night, I asked the staff to take me to the floor below my room, in the chapel where the Blessed Sacrament was exposed. The nurse kindly granted my request, and I was happy to contemplate Jesus in the tabernacle, in the silence of the night. Jesus, with its radiation to penetrate my soul, with its fire of love wrapped my bleeding heart, alone and grieving. Before Jesus, I deferred to his wishes, I have totally abandoned him, saying: "Jesus, if you want, you can. Increase my faith, give me the discernment to avoid falling into the trap of the evil one "who tormented me with thoughts of nefarious," see how you have reduced your God does not help you, you're defeating your illness, you still believe and hope in Him ?
The constant and insistent prayer of Jesus for help, was not only for me but for my sick brothers and sisters with whom I shared the painful existential moment, especially for young people without limbs due to accidents, for patients with stroke, multiple sclerosis. Jesus and Mary made me feel in my heart their abode, they gave me the strength to keep fighting and to inspire others to hope for the sick in their loving support. After hospitalization, he returned home. Currently, a little 'journey, a little' I eat a little 'breathing a little' talk. I feel little, I do not see well, I do not have the stimulus of sleep, hunger, do not feel sensations of heat and cold, I have no taste, odor can not hear, often lose my balance. My head is as if in a vise squeezing. I am in seclusion, I go out alone for the treatment and frequent visits hospital. All this pain I offer it to Jesus for my conversion and that of all humanity. Should I have a passive therapy to maintain forever, for my nerves, affected by the cancer does not give more control to the muscles, which no longer carry out their functions: they went into "retirement" without permission, no longer work, swell , are shorter, cause me unbearable pain throughout the body, prevent my physical functions, cognitive, physical, sensory. I am a miracle of the Trinity and Mary, who support me with their love, give me the strength, the courage to accept this great trial that my heart says only because he felt cradled by them. During I had my life that have carved deep suffering of my heart, this pain I have sent away by Jesus, but by his grace, his mercy and love for my so "they" have prompted me to look more and more , follow him, know him, love him with my imperfect love. From sinner that I am, I tried and I always try to get help to him ask him to be: my love, my fire, my strength, my light, my sufficiency, my prayer, my host, the my everything. In order to follow Jesus, especially in this time of total dependence on my family, doctors, therapists, by all for all my daily needs, for my full disability painful, I must be taught, followed, guided, supported, loved by Jesus' close friend, and the Church established by him, represented by its instruments consecrated priests, apostles of the Lord to help us overcome sin and grow in holiness.
Jesus, my desire to know, listen to his word, he led the group of Charismatic Renewal in the Spirit, in 1985. The Holy Spirit called me to be with his scalpel cut gently love of my thick brushwood, which hindered his coming into my heart. I followed the Charismatic Renewal of the Spirit, which is his Church for 10 years. During this journey I'm in love with Jesus, made me realize that must be put first, that with prayer we have an intimate relationship with Him who is our master, our guide, and without him we can not do anything. Faith supplies the wisdom and intelligence of the heart. Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life, He is the vine and we are its branches, if cut, die, is the source where we can quench the thirst is the merciful love that forgives all our sins if we ask with confidence, our servant, wants to dwell in our hearts, his living tabernacle. Jesus gives his mother Mary, the Immaculate Conception, as our mother, who intercedes for us. She is the Tota Pulcra, as he called Pope John Paolo II, a cui si affidava totalmente con l’espressione da innamorato “Totus Tuus”.
Gesù è il nostro Cireneo, ci aiuta a portare la nostra croce se lo invochiamo, ci fa discernere il bene dal male, ci sostiene nel combattimento, ci fa vincere le forze malefiche, menzognere, omicida con il vessillo della croce. L’arma del rosario è la preghiera che Maria ci supplica di recitare ogni giorno assieme alla penitenza, al digiuno, alla carità, all’accoglienza, all’offerta, alla benevolenza, al perdono ed al sacrificio per salvare noi e tutta l’umanità.
Dopo questi anni di appartenenza al gruppo del Rinnovamento dello Spirito, Gesù mi ha fatto incontrare padre Germano Ventura, passionista, che è stato mio padre spirituale dal 1990 al 2005, fino a quando è tornato alla Casa del Padre. In questi anni Gesù mi ha affidata a padre Germano, suo apostolo fedele, dal quale io ho ascoltato la parola della Sacra Scrittura, i suoi consigli, gli insegnamenti a fare la volontà di Dio. Mi ha insegnato l’umiltà di chiedere i doni dello Spirito Santo, obbedendo a Dio, alla gerarchia ecclesiastica, ai confessori, ai superiori. Mi ha insegnato che dobbiamo chiedere la prudenza che ci fa apprendere i suggerimenti che Dio dà ai nostri cuori con la sua parola, quando si è in raccoglimento ed in solitudine; la luce di Dio che ci insegna a fare la sua volontà ed illumina la nostra ignoranza; la fortezza that helps us fight the war that man has to pay over the life on earth.
With the death of Father Germano, I asked Jesus and Mary, with all my heart, a new spiritual father, as representative of the Church to support me and my family, give me strength to accept this painful earthly journey severe ill for love and glory of the Trinity and Mary. Jesus has fulfilled my wish, I took her hand, I did meet Emanuele Zippo father, who was also a Passionist. Jesus uses the priests belonging to the Church, to bless us, heal us, increase our faith. Father Emmanuel fulfills its mission with love giving himself a total service of God and the faithful.
Jesus calls for love, humility, obedience, contemplative souls, mystical save the world and get to the Church the spiritual renewal it needs. Jesus tells us that He alone is the one and only power and fruitfulness. To participate, says its power "to project light in a few words with a few gestures to open the roads to my grace, with many sacrifices you salt that heals the world, with a few prayers will be the yeast that leavens the dough man." Jesus only wants the love of our heart, who loves God, loves the creature of God, who is the man. The man without the love of God in the heart, becomes a "wolf" for the next eviction if Jesus comes from the heart of selfishness, violence, malice, hatred and all that is evil and destroys it.
Life is joy, love, hope, alone with the expectation, faith in Jesus and Mary. The hope is the salvation of faith, that Jesus alone has saved us by His death and resurrection, salvation no man can give to another man and the righteousness of God 'fundamental praise, glorify, thank God always, both for the suffering that the joys.
My dear brothers and sisters, I thank the Lord who has enabled me to visit and pray at the tomb of Pope John Paul II together with you. Jesus has used me, useless servant, to testify his strength and his divine love who support me in my human weakness. This letter is a bit 'long but it is the Holy Spirit who did write my hand, without force, taking dictation.
Marcellina, December 15, 2008. Adelina
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Adelina lights the torch of Lolek the tomb of John Paul II in the Vatican Grottoes
